[	Current Mood	|	cold	]
[	Current Music	|	Where Are You? ~ Saves The Day	]

This freaked me out a bit...I decided to pull out my Saves The Day In Reverie CD since I have not really listened to it since I bought.  I am listening to it on the car ride home from Ruben's and decide I am going to save it to my computer.  As I am saving it I realize there is a song entitled Wednesday The Third which would be today.  I have not listened to this cd in its intirty and then they day I decide to listen to it is the Wendnesday the third.  Maybe I am just weird, but I thought it a bit weird and such. Welp, I am going to leave you all with the lyrics...

Wednesday The Third

Now as I lay by your side
would you tell me why everything has to be lies
leaving everyone wondering when we'll all wind up dead
to all we are within
wednesday the third was the night that you rambled
alone in the fridgid white light like a leopard
about to dig in to trembling skin
with wind whipping your shins

Oh
haven't you heard the news
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you

Now as I lean to the side
I can see all the thoughts that you're trying to hide
I've arranged for a ferry to France
where you should relax, don't worry about the pets
they'll be safe at our address

Oh
haven't you heard the news
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
nobody came too soon
surprise our eyes are opening up to you
you'll always be in our eyes opening up to you

you've left everyone wondering when we'll all end up dead
to all we are within
now as daisies dry off
and the wind scurries scarlet leaves like they were dust
we can see somewhere off to the east
a gaggle of geese are singing your goodbye
hear the sweetest lullaby
listen up to hear the sky will soon clear
and you'll be the last one to wish for rain
~Saves The Day

[	Current Mood	|	stressed	]
[	Current Music	|	noises of aim	]

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you
appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my
face

I just made love with your sweet memory
One thousand times in my
head
You said you loved it more than ever
You said

You remain
turned away
Turning further every day

The world has turned and left
me here
Just where I was before you appeared
And in your place an empty
space
Has filled the void behind my face

I talked for hours to your
wallet photograph
And you just listened
You laughed enchanted by
intellect
Or maybe you didn't

You remain turned away
Turning
further every day

The world has turned and left me here
Just where I
was before you appeared
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the
void behind my face

You remain, turned away
Turning further every day


The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you
appeared
And in your place, an empty space
Has filled the void behind my
face

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you believe what I sing
now?
Do you believe?

Do you believe what I sing now?
Do you
believe what I sing now?
Do you believe?
~Weezer

Yeah, so this song has being running through my head for awhile, and I just listened to it. Why? blarg...I will probably make a real update later about the Streetlight show,but for now this is it.

[	Current Mood	|	depressed	]
[	Current Music	|	Boys Night Out ~ The Only Honest Lovesong	]

VALENTINES

 DAY

SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

[	Current Mood	|	lonely	]
[	Current Music	|	Armor For Sleep ~ The Wanderers Guild	]

I have a feeling that this entry is not really going to have much structure. First off I want to ask a question:
Am I naive?                                                                                                                                    

I do not know, that question has just been floating around in my head for the past couple of days now.  I think I do know the answer, but others insite would be nice as well.

I have been trying to keep busy the past week or so.  I have come to the conclusion that I believe I am a pretty lonely person.  I mean I have had some fun times and such, but I have been spending a good deal of time with ma dukes.  I just don't really know what to do with myself.  I am just so afraid of going back to the person I was before and I don't want that.

Oh, this loneliness is killing me it's filling me with anger and resentment I'm turning into someone that I never thought I'd have to be again. ~ Streetlight Manifesto

I can't have that happen, oh no we can't have that happen!  Hopefully things are right enough that that won't happen too. It still scares me though.

[	Current Mood	|	depressed	]
[	Current Music	|	My brothers guitar playing in the background	]

I just try to remind myself that everything is happening for a reason, even the most horrible things," he said. "Even if it doesn't make any sense to me and it seems like the end of the world, I just try to accept that it's happening for some reason or it wouldn't be happening at all. ~Chris Conley (Saves The Day front man)

I tell everybody that things happen for a reason, and I do beileve that things happen for reasons. I am just having a hard time grasping that.  I guess time will be the key to everything now.  I just have to look to the future and keep repeating that quote.